Yesterday, I made my 'monthly' transaction. It's just my personal money movement and all. Anyway, while I was doing that, something came across my mind. It appears to me that my monthly expenses has been increasing these few months. When I reviewed my expenses in early 2008 and 2009, I noticed that there are obvious differences in the usage and also the amount used up. The monthly expenses in 2009 were more, and they became MORE in 2010. I wonder why.. Hmm..
I realized there was a trend going on. When I was not working as a tuition teacher, everything was less. But, the amount of my expenses started to increase as I had a part-time job. Hmmm again.. lol..
Oh ya, talking about job now. I will graduate from UBD next year. InsyaAllah.. What bothers me is that, what will I do after that? What job will be waiting out there? Will I ever get a job? And most of all, will I be happy with the job I choose?? I don't know.. But I just have not found the right thing for me yet. I used to think to apply for the army. But after I have had a chance to get to know how it feels like to be a soldier and also after my twin brother has become a soldier, I changed my mind. Then, I was very eager and interested to be a teacher. At first, I was really thrilled and super-loving it. I taught for passion. But now?? I am not having fun teaching anymore. To be honest, now I teach for money instead of 'money+interest'..
I don't know why I have such very low commitments and passions towards anything. The only jobs left, that I believe are my possible careers in the future, are accountants and auditors. I haven't felt how it feels to work as those two careers yet. It is possible that I would become only an office boy, who knows?? But hopefully, I will not make mistakes in which, I will have to pay a grandiose price for it..
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